May 2009
3 posts
late-night
and when I’m out late and I don’t feel like eating McDonald’s, ying’s cafe is always there to fill that hole. Except mondays, they are closed on mondays.
May 14th
With the dates of my graduation, 18th birthday, and moving out coming fast, I have decided to come back to tumblr in hope that one of these events, maybe even a combination of the three will bring some exciting things to blog about.
Also it has occured to me that during the last two years I have developed a slight case of AvPD. But it’s nothing that summer, good friends, no school and...
April 2009
11 posts
Shame
Due to the recent fact that my life is incessantly and utterly boring, I will be taking a break from tumblr for a little bit. Reblogs and posting song lyrics is doing me no justice in the world of blogging. Hopefully when I return, my unfortunate state of boring living will be resolved and I can began posting exciting things and/or more things of interest.
Adios For Now
-Toney
// monarch
Fair weather friend, I loved you most of all. Amateur physicist, I loved you least. Shallow breather, vampire leeches feed on their own kind. A holocaust of cannibal animals is upon us: red-eyed and bloodthirsty, they will stop at nothing to destroy us all. Black leather shields, emblazoned with inverted crucifixes. A holocaust of cannibal animals is upon us. Onward christian soldiers,...
I think we were made too pretty. We’re caught up in a stare we cannot...
– As Cities Burn
Good lord, have you ever seen so many teeth marks?
– As Cities Burn (via nastynance)
// frost
The woods are lovely, dark and deep. But I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep, And miles to go before I sleep.
// mess
we keep our confessions long, and when we pray we keep it short
I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.
// E, S, R
It occurred to me at once
That love could be a great illusion
That makes fools of brilliant thinkers everyday
And turns hearts of stone and steel
To a place where they would feel
Like they are falling, falling quickly in its way
Falling, falling quickly in its way
Is it any surprise that you feel so overrun?
And all this time you had no one to tell you how to love
And do you thinks it’s...
// corpus christi
Day 2, i’m actually having some fun.
been staying up late, getting room service, close to the beach, wearing what i please, eating burger king incessantly, and being an absolute nuisance.
ha, the good life.
March 2009
25 posts
// packing
for 5 days in corpus christi, im feeling pretty neutral about going.
// awesome
laying in my bed, eating cake frosting and working on music
// monday
tonight was so good.
taste of chaos. enough said
Do you ever just have an urge, to just lie down...
(via afuturewithoutpain)
Last thought
rentedsurroundings:
loragrl:
We all spend far too much time not saying things that need to be said. Not taking time to let someone know how much we appreciate them, not telling someone when they hurt us, not telling someone why we love them. Because we’re afraid of getting hurt. I’m just as guilty as everybody else.
I want to try and be more proactive about this. You never know when that...
//cold war kids - hang me up to dry
Careless in our summer clothes splashing around in the muck and the mire Careless in our summer clothes splashing around in the muck and the mire fell asleep with stains cake deep in the knees what a pain now hang me up to dry you wrung me out too too too many times now hang me up to dry I’m pearly like the whites the whites of your eyes all mixed up in the wash hot water bleeding our colors...
//smart
I’m not the smartest man alive, nor do I claim to be. But some of the most difficult problems I’ve had to deal with could have been easily solved by two simple words. Fuck it.
//wish
I wish for a kindred soul to spend countless nights with, overlooking the ocean waters and sipping tea, tangling restless fingers and never ceasing the showing of teeth. a lover, a friend, a soulmate. a bright face among withered ones, a soul that treads beside mine on dreamscapes, someone who’s body can hardly encompass their undying breathtaking passion. enlightened souls. a creature i...
everybody feels
i like to feel strong i like to feel smart i like to feel important everyone has problems of their own everyone has a story everyone has been betrayed everyone has trusted everyone has loved everyone has lost everyone has laughed everyone has wanted more everyone has hit rock bottom everyone wants someone everyone has hurt everyone is waiting for something don’t feel too sorry for yourself...
//all
I really can’t offer you much. But I can offer you an empty seat next to me. I can share with you my mind, and my words, and my music, pieces of my life, and maybe that’ll be good enough for you.
//me
all of a sudden, i miss everyone
I can only hope that the answers will come to me in my sleep. I hope that when...
– Donnie Darko (via caitlinn)
// clouds
Is your love really Love?
Is my love really Love?
I think our love isn’t Love,
Unless it’s Love to the end.
Is your god really God?
Is my god really God?
I think our god isn’t God,
If he fits inside our heads.
//Here
I am human. I am a work in progress. Still growing, still learning, and improving. I want things to change. I will put way more effort into seeing that that change happens and into the things I care about. This is my attempt to start anew.
Issey Howe
went to my friend Issey’s show tonight and it was amazing. had a good time with some good friends. her set was so good, you can hear some of the songs from her set on her myspace www.myspace.com/moreissey
hello, march.
rentedsurroundings:
thebusiness:
i hope you’re different.
minitouring.
had alot of fun in the van with the dstm guys.
played some incredible shows and made some really cool new friends.
i think i just made summer plans.
February 2009
25 posts
essential error
Any refusal to recognize reality, for any reason whatever, has disastrous consequences. There are no evil thoughts except one: the refusal to think. Don’t ignore you own desires, don’t sacrifice them. Examine their cause. There is a limit to how much you should have to bear.
//my intentions were the best..
constellation:
theprosaic:obviouslyobvious:
Dear self,
You have not been taking good care of yourself lately. You sleep late and wake up early. 4 hours a day isn’t good enough. Yes, you do nap in the afternoon, but your sleep cycle isn’t right. You are constantly tired and your tank is always nearly empty. Don’t you think that you’re trying to do too much at the same time? Tone down a...
soft machines/mirabillia/the lings
they say the more you know, the less happier you’ll be.
seems like everyone I know seems to know a little less than me.
All I want to do is ride bikes with someone and...
Today.
constellation:
havent-got-a-prayer:
Do something crazy; something spontaneous and unconventional. Wrap yourself up in life and let it carry you. Step outside of the lines and tear down the walls. Break a few rules. Rewrite a few boundaries. Think of what you really want, and waste no time trying to get it. Love someone. Forgive someone. Remember that life is a beautiful, unpredictable...